I want to go where everyone feels the same;

Olaaa, mates(:

Just love me, for me.

1st of September, was a public holiday. Parents decided to plan 1 day outing. Vincent and I, followed but the big ones didn't. We went to Genting and the only reason i followed was because i want to ride a horse there. I love horses since i was a kid. So, once we reached there, we were driving around looking for the horse ranch but when we found it. It was closed since like what? 2003? darn it. I was really looking forward riding it. Oh, well. I'll go to the beach next time to ride it instead (:

We chill in Awana Hotel. I was bored, of course. I wonder around and that's when i start taking picturess. Yada, yada, yada. Daddy had a called, about golf appointment thing and we head home. Great day huh? -.- It started raining heavily. The only thing missing was the house key. Once we reached home, we waited in the car for my sister to arrived with the key. Later, we waited outside the house for 25 minutes. She called and she said she lost her way back. Bloody long la dei, i was too bored till i took pictures of my own house gates -.-

I was in a rush to pee by the way, don't ask my mom cause she couldn't stand any longer. So, she pee at the side of the garden. Hilarious, i tell you. She used the umbrella to blocked her and i wanted to snap shot it but I'm not that bad la. Finally, sister reached home and i rushed to the computer instead of peeing(: I lied, oopsss, just to get my attention from them (:

Later, around 7. We went to grandpa house for dinner and we watched Parents Trap. I love that movie. Haven't watch it like, forever. Went home and nap. Next day, starts school and seriously no mood for school laa. Study like shiatt, well actually mostly fooling around like shitts (:


Pictures mates;

Genting, when i was like 6 or 7 like that.

Can tell the differential's between the two of us?

And now? he is a pain in the ass by the way, but he is my little brother (:

Awana Hotel.

I'm bored, not Emo (:

I wanted to go for a slide but i didn't brought my bathing suit): but i took pictures with it(:

Awana pool. It's not even cold.

Daddy wasn't ready, wanna look good with the specs on.

Now he does, except for backside, which is Vincent.

Lady mama <3

Dad and i was blur that time. Didn't know where to look (:

Okay, this is a really awful picture of my parents. Especially my dad, just look at that bafoon smile. Weirdo.

Picture perfect.

Mom forced me to take with the flowers. She love it, why can't she took with them?

At the golf court, sitting on the bar.

From here, you know it's going to rain soon.

Daddy ke-lady <3


Moments of boredem, embarrass, grumpy, laughter, love and Family (:


XO' Paulinee (:

We're moving way too fast for their world

Firstly, I would like to say, HAPPY belated INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA! I know it's over and I'm late. Still, I've said it. Anyway, this is year celebration really bored me. I can't even get to see the freaking fireworks. Let's just see next year laa.

On the 29th of August, we celebrated Merdeka and it's in school. I know! In school! I wore half Cheongsam and half Baju Kebaya but i think it's more to Baju Kebaya. So, what'efs. Look really weird with it. Last minute thing laa, so who cares.Wanted to wear Mrs. Sharon Penjabi but too late. We went to the Hall of Character and as usal there will be performance and shits. Didn't know shuffle was part of the tradition? Took lots of pictures but mostly with school P.E. So stupid la but what to do, no time. Plus, there was a fire drill and i PANIC! I know panic at the disco GO,GO but NO! I actually took all my stuff and ran, till the boys said '' where are you going with your stuff? '' Then i smile and act dumb and put it back (: Warning a bit la. Hello! skipped, skipped, skip. Went back with Lisha and get ready for EMERGE!

Went Sunway around 5 something, we were rushing and we ate at Subway for lunch. Rush to the convention center with heels. Heels la dei. Kesian Mone la, 4 inch for the small cutie la dei. Praise&Worship was AWESOME! We all got touched. Cheyenne? don't ask. She was busy with someone. The cheer leading performance? It was great, love the moves. I like it when they shake it like that. We could do better right girls? just saying. There were other performance too and they were rocking it hard. We shout, shout, shout and sing, sing, sing and of course shake, shake, shake and put our hands up in the air but we didn't waved it like we just don't care cause we do care (:

We had to go at 10.50, cause our movie starts at 11.30. We reached at the cinema, bought the drinks and the pop corns and the boys are still fashionably late. I thought it was the other way round, where the boys are suppose to wait and the girls are fashionably late but i think the trend has changed. We waited till 11.50 and they finally arrived. Here's the best part. I was soo excited to watch Meet Dave till Shakur gave the men the tickets. When we're about to enter, Lisha was like '' We're finally watching Meet Dave. '' (sarcastic tone) Shakur kantoi la. He was like, huh? I thought we are watching STRANGERS? that's the part when i really freaked out. I know la, it was priceless but still i was excited to watch Meet Dave la ): Anyway, i covered my eyes and ears. I can't stand the loud sounds and the awful mask guy. I was talking to shakur too, to calm me down (:

Once the movie ended, we lepak till 1.45. Syauqat, bongok punch me like what only. Idiot. We raced to the elevator. Dani fetched us home but Lisha and I went to Holiday Villa cause her mom was there. So, we lepak there a while. Went back around 2 something, reached at 3 a.m. Watched some videos and slept. Went Emerge the next day again, to see the final talentime performance. This time, we got the middle front sit. We got the view. The performance was great, most of it. After that, went for lunch waited for my mom and Lisha and I went home. While Mone stayed and shop with her parents.

When i reached home, i was exhausted but i have to get ready cause it was my grandpa 69th birthday. When to Klang and celebrate. All my relatives was there and they were Karaoke-ing. I only get to sang one song cause of my sister and my mom. They were the entertainments of the night and i was the photographer for the night and I'm in love with that camera. Once i snap it, i never want to leave it again but i have to ): Took lots of pictures but it's with my cousins. I only have a few pictures with me. We sang happy birthday songs, play around and we head home. Waited till midnight, i heard the fireworks and i quickly ran out of the house but i couldn't see it. Damn bosan, nothing to see just loud sounds of fireworks. I think that's about it, for now.

Pictures mates (:

Akmal, the clone of Brendon Urie.Will take another cause his eyes are shut.

Nicholas is from Bangla, he just don't accept the fact that he is.

After, Merdeka celebration back to class. Still with a smile on my face (:

FIRE DRILL! everyone died, all just slumber je. The next round 4 died cause kaki ayam, no shoes. Hahahaha.

No wonder is burning out there, everyone is wearing hot red.

I know Kai Sheng, damn hot right? At least got something to cover laa.

After the first drill, Vive tried to save Darren and Firdaus. The others? he said, sayanora -.-

SPOTTED! Firdaus being EMO.

Form 5, tidur laa.

Advertisement for cing cau anybody?

Joey, the JACOON.

Peeps (:

EMERGE!

Cheer leading performance.

Ugh, oh! Mone is missing. Oh, well (:

Talentime performance, the Chinese girl is only 13 and her voice is really mature and what's with the hand moving around? it's a good thing they gave you flowers to hold(: fourth picture on your right is Adrian and he is soo cute when he move around, especially his voice when he said ''hey!hey!''and Miss Taiwan was there too, Sarah was not bad.

Snap, snap, snap and cheese.

The Ho's and Thong's, sounds wrong but we're still family forever. (:


XOXO, Paulineeee

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HAN-XIAN TEGJUE!

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still in my other computer, will post it as soon as i get it.


You're getting older Bun Bun. That makes you older and we're younger but that does'nt mean we stop loving you, don't forget inside you're always hip- hopin (: Have a blast, like you always do but not too much. Thanks for the rides and all. I appreaciate it a lot. Sorry for the TROUBLES (: I'll make it up to you. Make a wish, you won't know if it comes true. Don't forget our hand shake when you're back. YA! Do smile cause you look cute (; Hope you and Lisha will stay strong forever.

Pau Pau (:

Putting you through a lesson or two;

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?

I'll be showing emotional faces like this.

Lots to say but so little time.

I know i haven't been blogging but what to do? my files are still in the other computer and it's not fix yet. Suck balls to that. Holidays are almost ending and it is a wrack. Booohooo, ya, back to school on Monday and say hello! to results that your not expecting! Yikes!

Just so you know, I'm kinda sick during this holidays and it bites cause i didn't really hang out and all. Kena from a baboon, who purposely spread it and i bet she's happy. Thanks babe (:

I'll just start with last Friday, when the 3 of us didn't attend school. Aiza must be thinking where are the 3 girls? well, the 3 girls are staying at home pee brain (:. We stayed at home since we're not taking Chinese exams, so what's the point going? Night, Lisha called and ask me whether i want to come over. It was hard finding a transport on that hour but i manage too. Her cousins from Liverpool were there. They are a little shy but end up they talk. We do stuff with Lisha's laptop, watch movies and off to bed. Morning, we went to Holiday Villa for breakfast. I bloody ate a lot. Is a buffet, All we can eat, MAN! . So, who cares right? we got a room since Lisha cousins are staying there. My tummy is blotted with air, so we rest a while then went for a swim. De pool was freaky big, i actually imagine that there was a shark in it. Me and my pool sharks. I wasn't the only one, Lisha too. HYE! we didn't faint, that's a good thing (:

There were jacuzzi. It started at 3. So, we waited. Once, we're at the jacuzzi. It was sooo relaxing till i got a rash on my back, blooooody itchy i tell ya. I was scratching it, I used Eunice as my back stratcher while Lisha is enjoying her fun of teasing. We got hungry again and we ordered. This time i'm really full but can't resist on FOOD right? and you can't waste it too. So what the heck. Oh! Michelle and Margie didn't joined us. They are willing to stay in the room, while you can feel the dirty, hasty sun in Malaysia. WASTED!

We went up and the girls are hungry, so we have to joined them. We just ate and now we have to eat again. We talk talk talk and laugh laugh laugh. Talking and laughing about their life style in Liverpool and it sounds cool. Back to Lisha place, bath, watch t.v. Later, Chip ask us whether we want to watch a movie. He told me is a thriller, so im okay with it till we reached Pyramid. Hell, NO is a THRILLER. Is a freaking horror movie called '' Mirror ''. I just got PUNK by a guy who love watching violence and i fall for that. Oh! I and Lisha wore our pajamas there cause we're too lazy to changed, plus no braa (: After that, i daren even want to look at the mirror on that night. We watched it at 12.am and ends around 2.a.m. Straight to bed and eyes quickly shuts. Anyway, i didn't really watched it. I was singing to myself to calm me down (: Lisha more PRO, she slept at the end of the part. Is either she's too scared or she's sleepy. I'm guessing she's sleepy.

Went back to Holiday Villa again, this time we wanted Japanese food. Craving for tempura on that moment. Unfortunately we can't, their having functions in there. At least a simple little sign laaa. So that we wouldn't have to walk in there and embarrass ourselves. So punk! we ate at the same place, where we always ate. Later head off to church at Sunway College. Sing sing sing and listened and chilled.

On Tuesday Lisha came over to my place, nothing much but we eat and eat and eat, watched Ugly Betty season 2 and that's it. On Thursday, Mone came over. We talk, well mostly she do the talking and i just listened and watched Gossip girls and Sex and the city. We walked to the playground, swing here and there. I got dizzy, so we stopped. Yada yada yada, went for dinner, Mone came along till she got a called from her sis. It was emergency but everything was fine after that. I think i miss out something. Oh, well i'm lost anyways. I can't think of any nonsense i did.

Now, i'm having a massive gay headache, which is really gay. I know, so gay right? it really gets on my nerves and get me grumpy writing this (: I won't be blogging any time soon. Monday i'm getting my results, so pray you bitches and probably i pray for you too. Yes, ill be studying. I think, i'm just saying it but doesn't mean i mean it (:I think many people don't bother what i wrote so what'efs? Just scroll down till you find something interesting to see, which is..

Pictures that your waiting for or should i said, i'm waiting for;

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Coffee shop, where we always ate. We bloody wait for 15 mints just to eat, worth the wait.

I'm not sure what their doing but i followed them (:

I find this pose funny cause of Michelle's puffy mouth.

Margie as the devil and Eunice as the angel, Michelle were just looking at those weirdo's.

Lishaaabooooop (:

same place just that it was dinner time. Our smile are fugly.

De, pool. Green part in middle of the pool, i thought it was a shark or something. Me and my stupid imaginations.

Lai Moong Hwa (:

pose it babe.

tummy damn flat la dei. Pee-ka-la-boo to you too (:


XOXO Gossips girls.Lol. This is nothing like Gossip girls, so don't listen the crap i said. Chaloes, haloes.

Paulineee (:

Down to Business;

Yes, I haven't been blogging so bite me for that (:
FREE from Trial 1, don't bother asking me how was it cause it sucks.
Now, down to Trial 2 till the very end that is keeping us from freedom.

Yeaaa !, i got tagged by sugarloop, which is from Lishaboop (:

What's under your bed?
You really want to know? Fine, one of my pets dust bunnies.

What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?
Old t.v junk that doesn't work and boxes of shoes.

What's in your underwear drawer?
I don't have a underwear drawer but if i do have one. Only my secret weapon will be in there (:

What's in the trunk of your car?
Dude ! if i had a car right now. I'll tell you every single details what's in there.

What's in your desk or locker?
Full of fishers man books, even fishers hate looking at it.

Do you have a super-secret hiding place and what's in it?
Yes, but i can't tell you. Then why you think they called it super-secret?

Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what is it?
Does yesterday counts? if yes, then i admit i cheated on my exams. Don't blame me for being dump (:

What is the most embarrassing thing in your room right now?
Taking pictures of myself being seductive. Hye ! I'm alone and I'm bored.

Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out?
Like i said, you can't blame me for being dump but you can blame me if my parent's finds out.

Are you virgin?
Yes, you sluts.

How long have does leftovers been in the fridge?
I eat food that is mainly fresh but i don't check leftovers.

If I confiscated your computer and take a look around, what would i find?
Keep counting till your out of breathe, then you'll know you'll find pictures of memories.

Do you sleep with anything?
Sometimes nothing but better not or ill freeze.

What is your midnight snack weakness?
Is for me to know and for you to find out (:

Have you ever shop lifted?
Jail is one of the most tragic place to be, so, NO.

Have you vandalized anything?
I'm afraid i vandalized the wrong way, so i think you know what's the answer is.

Ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?
Absolutely (: NOT.

Have you told the truth in this survey?
What do you think?



XOXO, till my old computer is fix. I'm using the new one, so my files are not in here and i can't blog without my pictures. Soon i will (:

Beating Hearts

Beating Hearts
Unite as one
Love Starts
Under the setting sun


Two souls
Begin to embrace
Shedding their roles
Yet not their face


A slight Smile
Begins to Show
All the while
Not letting go

Hearts Drumming faster
Adrenaline begins to
flow
Is time to call the
pastor
For now I know

This is the one
There will never be
another
Whom I wish to see the
sun
Rise and set one afteR
the other.


Tags: Poem and love

Currently listenning to get set ready don't go ! by Billy Ray and Miley Cyrus.

Firstly, i'm freaking tired but i just want to get on with it so that i don't have to worry when to blog again. So, i'm going to start with Saturday, which is on the 26th of July. It was Cheyenne's birthday and we went to OU. Everyone meet up there and we ate at chilies. Guess what ? we saw JJ and Rudy there. They were drinking at the bar.

Later, we hang around to find some interesting to do, but instead they shop, the rest just followed. I think Cheyenne wasn't really happy on that day and i don't blame her for that. I bought 9 tickets after that, who knows some people can't able to watched, dudu head to those who didn't watched but at least they have their reasons. We watched Journey to the center of the Earth. The movie was AWESOME ! but if you watched 3D, it's even AWESOMER !

Once again, i would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHEYENNE JACKSON, who i love. You know i love you right ? you know what my love to you means right ? I think you do so i'll shut up now. End for OU. Now, yesterday it was BJ's Galore - carnival. At first, i thought it was going to be the bomb but it was quite disappointing. There were no hot air balloon, horse riding that i expected. So, whatever then we went out a while to lepak at the pondok. Cheyenne was with me. We hang there till 11 then we went in again till 1 something. I was sweating like shiatt. Well, actually i can't sweat like shit cause shit can't sweat. So anyway, some of the Bj girls were actually friendly. They said hi in a cheerful way. After Ash came then we went to mamak to eat, then walk around BJ .

At 3, my mom came to pick us up. Fetch Cheyenne back, then i went to Pyramid and i meet up Lisha. We ate at Sushi then she followed me to get my haircut. Sad thing that she have to wait for me. When to Roxy, while my mom is trying out clothes. Lisha head off to the cinema and i went back. I was freaking exhausted. I like my new haircut though. For some people, it looks the same but who cares. Right now, its 12.40 and i'm tired and i have Seminar the next 7 hours. Days of boredom, till 3 cause we are going to a concert. I 'm not sure what concert but its a Christian band and i think its gonna be pretty fun. I hope. It better be.

Dude and Dudettes, today was the MTV Asia Awards and Syauqat went, unbelievable. He must be so happy to see the celebrities and the hot chickas. Wonder if he got their number. LOL. I doubt it. Oh ! Panic's is coming and what a waste, we can't make it cause of stupidly tupidly trials. Mind off to dreams and back to boring old books.



Picturess Yo !

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Happy Belated Birthday Cheyenne !

Eddyyyy (:

Waiting the others to finished shopping, while we sit our ass off.

Mone Mone (:

Mone was force to sit on Eddy's lap cause there's not enough place for her to sit. That's the advantage of being small mone.

BJ carnival.

Hariz is actually making burger with gloves man ! Abel was smooshing him. Look at his mohawk hair.

Aiman is soooo cute ! next to him was Hazim and Faris. Aiman's the lead singer but too bad we can hardly hear him cause the instruments were actually louder than his voice but still his cute.

The food corner.

BJ street.

Shakur failed to lift up Cheyenne cause Cheyenne was afraid that she might fall and she keep laughing. LOL.

At the pondok lepaking.

She get to be on the front sit with full blast air cond, while im at the back, burning up.

At Pyramid, at Roxy trying out clothes. Things we do together (:

Any diff ?



Pauline (: